should i just invite myself?

party here, friends there. good times.
I know if I called they’d say “come over” but its not the same as being included. loneliness sucks ass. i wish my mom would just hang out here.

Originally written 7/13/12   but I failed to publish it.

I have to say,  a week later I am feeling the same way. I feel very alone. I even forewarned people that I would be vulnerable this weekend and please call me. Nope. I feel like a leper. It’s just not the same if I have to call to get invited. plus, I am having hormones.



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